Buhay America

Missing home

Today is June 10th of 2008, I set foot in United States of America last November 15, 2001 since then I didn’t have the chance to come back and visit.  It’s very sad and frustrating because I have not seen my mother, brother, sisters and all of nephews and nieces.  I miss them all so much that I just told myself, “Tomorrow is the day that I will be back”  The thing is I am not lying but it’s a promise that one day I will be back.

I have been separated with my entire family, friends and acquaintances. Been separated with everything that I know since childhood, separated from the roots that I came from.  But it’s all my choice nobody needs to be blamed for everything that I am missing now.  I know it’s kind of crazy but being here is also a great sacrifice.  I am sacrificing everything for my own happiness to be with the person that I am in love and wanted to build a family with.  Isn’t wrong for me to sacrifice and get something out of it, in any sense it’s not sacrifice for me but some people or most of the people I know think that it’s a huge sacrifice to leave everything behind.

I still missed everything that I used to do; my mother, brother, sisters, all my loved ones and all of my friends.  

Tomorrow will come and we will once again remember all the things that we shared.  And hopefully  you will know how much I LOVE everyone of you.  Tomorrow is the day that i will be coming home, if it’s not today, there will be another tomorrow.